lots of shit has happened since i last wrote in here!

1). the shit i was going to hook up in my car,,, got fucking stolen! isnt that GREAT?!?!?!

2). went to 2 pride fests

3). got a great girl... (whos sitting next to me while i type!)

4). JULY 4TH WAS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!! (lets just say alcohol is A LOT of fun!) ((also thats the day me and my girly hooked up))

5). met a LOT of new people... who i do concider my friends,,, well most of them at least

im also hopefully getting another tat! thats exciting,,,, it might be a heart with a rainbow in it! YIPPI!!!!!!!! and that tat i am getting with my homey forizzle KAYLA!!!!!!!!!

<3 ViZZi

well i got my new tat up as my pic... i MIGHT be getting more... but i dont know... im trying to put sme nice shit into my car,,, but right now.. money is not on my side...

ANYWAYS>>>

GOOD NEWS & BAD NEWS

BAD NEWS FIRST... always

i broke up with Rob... I am no longer engaged. the reason why its bad, is b/c i feel like shit fr pretty much playing him. but i seriously thought that i coudl stick it out and be a good girl. but of course,,, what do you expect from ViZZi?????? lol

GOOD NEWS NEXT!!!

im talking to the chick that i met at the club after prom. we really click. and i mean really. we understand everything that we tell eachother, and i totally respect her. theres just one thing that i need to change about myself, and i already did it,,, just for her. it was no big deal... and i mean none at all. it wont change my personality, if anything, it will help me! i've been waiting for her to ask me out... but she told me the reason why she wouldnt is b/c i was into some shit that would really fuck me up. so like i said.... i changed b/c i want to be with her. but my friend B said that if she dont ask me out by monday morning,,, hes going to be VERY upset.

ok,,, now this is just shit going on... but also bad news.

i needed to put on some eyeliner, and i was upstairs, and i didnt feel like going and getting it and going back upstairs. so i was just going to use my moms. so i went in her room and saw a note that she was writeing to her 'lover', and i saw something in there about a 'dyke'. so it intreagued (if i spelled that right) me. so i read what it said, and she was calling me a dyke. she said that all i hang around with are dykes now. i dont know any "dykes" i know lesbians, but no dykes....... i dont know what to say to her, or even how to tell her that i saw what she wrote about me. thats supposed to be my mom!!! she says she still loves me,,, but i didnt know that love was calling her only daughter a dyke...

ok i think im done for now.

tonight im going over Steves house so i can chill with him and Barb. Prolly drink, maybe not. it all depends on if we're together or not...

WISH ME LUCK!

<3 ViZZi